Monday, May 1, 2023

May 1

It's May 1, 2023. It should be January 1 for how cold it is. Ick. I don't like it.


But, there's something else. I'm beginning to feel hope. Hope for somthing I've hoped for a while. It seems like a while, but it hasn't been long at all. It's weird. How much I want it; I guess that's what makes it feel long. 

I feel excitement welling up, almost more than the first time. Is it real? Could it be true this time? Or will my dreams be crushed againa? But are they really crushed? I should be more thankful, and I am. 

Oh, my life is good, even if it's freezing in May. 

Something else is shining bright and warm with joy and gladness. 

Dare I believe it?



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