Tuesday, May 2, 2023
Oh, The Sky!
Monday, May 1, 2023
I Look Up to You
Hey, dude,
I just wanna say, I look up to you. Partly because you're taller than me. Partly because you're better than me. Partly because you work hard, serve hard, love hard. You're a really great guy with big dreams and ambitions.
Sometimes you get tired or depressed, but you don't give up. Sometimes you need a little nudge, but then you get back up and go 100mph, and I'm lost back here in your dust.
So, I look up to you and admire you.
And I love you like no body's business.
May 1
It's May 1, 2023. It should be January 1 for how cold it is. Ick. I don't like it.
But, there's something else. I'm beginning to feel hope. Hope for somthing I've hoped for a while. It seems like a while, but it hasn't been long at all. It's weird. How much I want it; I guess that's what makes it feel long.
I feel excitement welling up, almost more than the first time. Is it real? Could it be true this time? Or will my dreams be crushed againa? But are they really crushed? I should be more thankful, and I am.
Oh, my life is good, even if it's freezing in May.
Something else is shining bright and warm with joy and gladness.
Dare I believe it?
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I'm dealing with the sickness and the sluggishness and the laziness that is first trimester. It's been rough. I'm betting this i...
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And I am so grateful for that because I don't know if I could go on if there weren't any breaks.
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Life is so tired. Last night was a deep, dark hell for me. I felt like God had abandoned me. I felt desperately alone. I could hardly functi...


