Struggle

Sometimes I struggle to be content. 

Sometimes the day seems like it won't end. The baby gets annoying. I feel like I'm stuck, kind of lonely. Sometimes her crying really gets to me. Sometimes I'm just not very happy.

I remember that the day will be done and another day will be better, and I will be happy again. 

Sometimes I ask Jacob to hug me. I just want to feel his strong, warm body wrapped around mine to help me remember I have a good friend, and life is pretty good. 

But sometimes I really struggle. 

And kind of feel like I will cry.