Wishing for What's Not

Unfortunately, it's a habit I have. 

I dream of some great plan and begin to live in that (the dream version anyway) instead of the reality I'm currently in. That makes me unhappy with where I'm at because the dream always looks better. I know it's not always better. Sometimes I get there and immediately wonder what I was thinking and start wishing for the old again. The old that I missed out on because I was dreaming of the next. 

It becomes a real mess. Always wishing for what's not. 

Sometimes I get my way, my wish. Sometimes I don't. Sometimes I wonder what would have become of me if all of my dreams came true. I guess the fact is that they can't all come true because some of the dreams would get in the way of others. I wanted to be a pilot, but I also wanted to get married. I got married. Maybe some day way out in the future I'll actually be a pilot, but right now I'm living two of my biggest dreams yet, with no regrets. 

My two big dreams? Wife and mom. 

Man! Orange juice is good.