Change

"You gotta change your habits!" The preacher yelled across the sanctuary.

It hit me in a special way. He was talking about how we have to change as Christians. We put off the flesh and put on Christ instead. 

I don't wanna be a stale Christian. I wanna grow and change and make a difference for Christ. I wanna talk less and do more. 

I guess I've been gettin' a lot of messages like that lately from different things. Fear has always tried to stop me. I don't wanna give up. I wanna keep fighting my weak flesh. "The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak."