Rejection

Rejected.

Always eventually rejected. 

How many times have I gotten my hopes up for something that feels so real and so actual, and then it's just snatched away like that? 

So many times. 

And, believe me, I try. Try to be accepted. Try to work hard for something. But I've been rejected so many times, why do I keep trying? Maybe it's that stubbornness that won't let me stop. 

And, I know He will never reject me. Never.