Spectator

Spectator

That’s who I am 

I sit on the outskirts

Watching

Wondering

Waiting

Wishing

I guess I try to be in, but I realize I’m just a spectator. 

Maybe it’s OK

Maybe it’s not

I’m sad, and yet

It’s My Life. 

My Life: Spectator. 

I see them

I hear them

I watch them

I am with them

And yet

I am not a part. 

I am just a 

Spectator